im so into gossip girls!

is there anyone who can provide me with the gossip girls season4?? anyone?? anyway i had a splendid time yesterday.. Did spend NDP celebration with baby, my sis and baby’s sis and not forgetting our superstar PRiNCE!.. his such an adorable pet… like i ‘m so glad that we have him as part of our family… his just adorable. and photogeninc too…

Anyways went BOTANIC garden to walk PRince around,, didn’t know that place was big for us to cover the entire thing. didn’t manage to walk all the way cos firstly the weather was scorching hot even though it was really a perfect day to fly kite.! secondly poor PRINCE was so excited running around till he just drop like some floorball on the ground…. totally he need to get some excercise.. and thirdly all of us are super hungry!!!
we decided to head to t-garden macs for lunch then, afterwhich don dove to BEn’s and Jerry ice cream @ Demspey… and pictures all over the place… Unfortunately i cudn’t join my girlfriends for foreworks and picninc @ marina barrage as there was massive jam at that area that made my love not to join instead…

went back after dessert and headed to bf house… supper @ macs again thats because we were doin some work for don’s project.. while did managed to write one chapter of HRM topic…

ANd yes today bummed at home the entire day.. its just nice to sit down and realax at ur house… pigging is definitely included in today’s programme… i shall start doin @ least two topics of hrm before i go to my dreamland..

and yes tomorrow’sanniversary with love.. but i gotta go study with mates first then prolly head down to vivo for flick.. still deciding wat to watch thou…. hehe…

meanwhile i’ll just leave u guys with a quote by = gossip girsl: “SOMETIMES ITS THE TRUTH YOU’VE BEENTRYING TO FACE OR THE TRUTH THAT WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE, SOMETIMES IT’S THE TRUTH THATS’S A LONG TIME COMING OR THE TRUTH U PRAYED WOULD NEVER SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY, SOME TRUTH MIGHT NOT BE HEARD THE WAY YOU HOPE THEY WOULD BUT THEY LINGER LONG AFTER THEY’VE BEEN SAID BUT THE KIND OF THRUTH THAT I’M MOST THANKFUL FOR IS THE ONE YOU NEVER SEE COMING THAT FALLS RIGHT INTO YOUR LAP!” its complicated to understand but its sweet thoughts!

browniesaremyaddiction!

ok, eating brownies has been always my love affair.. i’m just so in love with it so much. i can actually eat 5 big brownies in one go altlhough i know the fact that i’m driving myself to grave of having high level of sugar.. but hmm i dun really care! anyway enuff of my crapping.

From what i noe, the last entry i had here was like six months ago!!!! can u imagine i am that so so so so very busy!!!! seriouslyy… school was really hectic and many things happened like totally..

anyways within that six months, there’s kinda number of interesting things happened.. like did u noe that i went back to my homeland after 8 long yrs staying in singapore!! seriously i have to admit that i miss my hometown like BONGANG BONGGA if i can spell that correctly.. there’s so many things have changed ever since i left my hometown. and guess wad, the first thing i did when i arrived abck in pinas is to go to JOLIBBEE my fav fast food restaurant ever!!! NUmber 1 EVEN my boyfren loves it.. love ko ito eh!

btw went back to attend uncle’s wedding!! it was really the super BONGGAcious WEDDING i’ve ever attended in my entire life….i was the bridesmaid btw… seriously i’m speechless to even describe it here. i shud just upload all the pics taken… but apparentyl all the pictures is with my boyfren, so ya.. really gotta wait for himt o upload…
anyhow, i’m having study break for 3 weeks and also because of the YOG.. oh well.. i’m kinda sleep

but i promise myself that i’ll try to bllog once a week.. this is to polish my language!!! adios na ..

holidaysareover….

its been two months since vacation come to an end.. im pretty much been busy for vacation. had summer job which like i’ve enjoyed almost everyday even though it really makes me so freakin exhausted.. i need a getaway but somehow i couldnt go due to insufficient cashflow.. i seriously want to go for a holiday even just for few days!!!! but anyway sch is startin today.. and thank GOd this week we dont have to attend any tutorial just lecture….

my time table is not that bad after all.. and guess wad i seriously need to focus in sch.. i hope this brand new sem would be a better one.. make myself busy in school…. prolly gotta grab some cca in sch.. to kill some time…

finally im in year 2.. this mean that work gettin tougher at the same time i have 1 and half yr before i embark in working life.. which i pretty much can wait…

i’m super dead tired on my love affair, been goin thru a lot for almost two months.. and hopefully everythings gonna be fine. pictures soon shud be uploaded here.. and ore updates.. but for now i gotta prepare or i;ll be late for lesson!!!! lesser mc to take this sem!!! and higher gpa!

i’mbeginningtobelonelybutiwillbefine.

i have been thinkin lately, how can i survive in theis wrecked rlntshp? a rlnthsp that has been trying for survival but keeps on failing. there are things that no matter how u try, u still dun get it.. its the same to my situation now.. it hurts to noe that the guy u loved had been continuously breaking his promised. first? second?
third? fourth? and so fort when will this cycle gonna unleash? i am very exhausted and really want to pull out of the rltnshp… i did what i should have done. i tried what i should have tried. i give what i should have given, but everythings still does not work.. one of my fren told me learn how to protect myself.

learn to love yourself. if u loved me u would not do things that would hurt me. if u loved me u would not lay a hand on me no matter what i say. but i guess u’ve crossed the line. u have become the worst that i can ever imagine. u seem pretty angelic when u feel like it but for the next moment u can switch to a monstrous cavemen.

i hate to say this but i really shud be goin now. and pls give me a chance to be a better person. let me go.there are too many bad memories than good ones. i think we shud be better off apart..

i still dun get why do u kip on doing this to me?? u can’t answer and all u could say is im sorry.. it won’t change any longer.

go find ur own way and i will find my own.

my prettty lil good night.

PRINCE MACAPUGAY

i am so much excited to share my happy moments here. A new family member arrived at our house.. His name is PRINCE MACAPUGAY. awww. for such a long long time, i felt that i need to pour out so much love and care for PRINCE… he is our beloved PUPPY. the last time i remember having dog was when i was 8 yrs old then… but as i grew older both of my puppies grew older and eventually move on their lives to heaven…

but as for now i have more responsibility to deal with esp PRINCE is home now. would give all the tender loving care, and i’ll make sure we will provide him with all the loves that he longs for. i can’t imagine myself to be apart from my family….

btw birthday celebration was a blast! marche for dinner and aftermath phuture! had splendid celebration with all my hot chickas!!! i love them..

and yes school was pretty much bussssy for me, thank God projects soon to be over… now is the FINAL exam period.. so mug hard honey! adios-

hear my heart if u can..

dear diary,

honestly, i really really miss him so much. i miss him so much till i dun even wanna talk abt it. because there’s noone to listen except u. i misses his hugs, his voice, everythings abt him. but i know this will never again be the same ever… i am so alone really, i’m just tryin to be strong and tellin the whole world that honey is just fine. but i am not. really not. i’ve been crying each lonely night. its hard for me to go to sleep. i’m so tired. i just cry to sleep. i dunno why do i feel so much for this person, no matter what he do i still can tolerate and forget abt what happen and jus be ok.

im just so sad till now to know that the guy that i want to be with for the longest time didn’t want it that way. im so broken to hear that im not the one. and its hard for me to accept that i am not the one for him..
i’m still hurting, deeply because i am living in self denial that the guy that i loved and still loving no longer loves me. is slowly drifting from out of nowhere.

i can feel it that his love for me is fading away… going away.. no more longer conversation on the phone. no more meetin up as often as we do. no more quarrels. nothing at all. thought he would actually look for me for awhile when he was fixing his car, but my heart just cried. becus he did nt appear anywhere near me.
there’s no more love for me anymore. i really hate myself for feeling this way. i dunno if this rltnshp will still be salvage, but i doubt not. nothing is done to mend this broken heart.

i’m just really broken to pieces. i hate myself for loving you so much. what i want is just ur care and voice.
u noe how badly i wanna hear ur voice and talk on the phone for a longer time. all has stopped. and you know how much things i wanna tell u but i can’t cos im afraid that i might disturb u. so basically i’ve just tryin so hard to get u back. but i feel that u kip on ressisting. ur not all excited abt me any longer.

ps i love you.

soon i’ll invent a pain killer for all the heart brokensss

super cold!!

i’m directly sitting under the aircon.. and i’m shivering while blogging here now.. not listening to turtorial .. i swear its super boring!!!! hhaha..
catch hALLOWEEN 2 with don last night… and i swear its super gore and disgusting.. i felt really weak thou the storyline wasn’t that good at all… makes me feel sick..

speaking of sick i fell flat on the floor on the way to king albert park macs… so embarrasing .. and guess wad ive actually hurt my right arm!

and school i would say not that bad… getting use to 9am lesson every single day.. but i hate my sports wellness its sux!! GYM…. i still can’t believe i’m in it…

here are sum picas !!!